Ranger6 May 2006

I'm not sure that you'd find Merlot beneath trees that often. Cigarettes, possibly and certainly soil, but Merlot? Unless you mean for it to represent blood...but it's quite unclear there.
Stanza two - 'worshipped by a goddess' bit makes it sound like you worshipped her too; at least, that's how I read it.
Stanzas 3 and 4 - no problems.
Final stanza...I'm not convinced by the list of adjectives, particularly as you describe yourself as complex but then list some fairly simple emotions (very compatible ones at that, for a complex character I'd have expected some contradictions there).