Sometimes I wonder if it's all not real That I'm caught in this ongoing nightmare that one day I might wake out of I keep thinking that life can't be this bad if there really is a God So it has to be a figment of my torn up imagination I'm like a caged animal I can see the world around me But I can't interact with it There are instances where I feel free But eventually I realize that I'll never be What's sad is that sometimes It all hits me and I know that this life is real and I know that I have to deal with it So I begin to act normal Swallow the fears I have and live through this so called life