I fulfilled you and washed you of your tainted light. I cushioned you in the warmth of my tears, I held you and opened you into my life. Long would I lay by your side unseen, I watched as you lay restless in bed, As you tossed and turned your head, Drowning in your sweat. How could I stand there, do nothing Be nothing, while you needed my help; I took pity on you I created a world for you, A world where darkness wove a duvet to comfort, A world where in my darkness you could sleep. I empowered you with my lies, Delivered you from your descent, Delivered you from harms edge. I made you a rock star in your mind, I made your mother die 5 times a year, I made them give you their sympathy. I am your first great creation, Your first great self. I am Dr Herbert Cyan. <Footnote:- This piece is to be read side by side with "The Fall of Marvin Hyde" in order to introduce this series of poems >