Always sad. Never happy. I wish I didn't have memories. Memories of my past. Things I hate. Play in my head. Make me scared Make me hate. They will not escape. I wish I didn't make memories. Even if there good. Every memory has a bad ending for me. It's never all good or all bad. It's both like always. I don't want to go forward in life. I can't go back. So what can I do about these memories I have.