Yeah, I've thought about it who hasn't, Right? You know how it goes, "I suck", "I hate my life". Well mine is different, it ain't the same, I get teased every day, my father is ashamed. When I look in the mirror I see a stranger. But, when I look in my heart I know I'm in danger. I keep making the wrong choices, I should'nt live. When god created me, he actually made a sin. When I look all around me I see so much success. But, Then I wonder to myself is it really happiness? Everyone does everything but not for themsleves. Stop and look at this fucking real hell. I wonder if I did it would anyone care, Probably not they'd just sit and stare. I thought I was a girl with a normal life. But obviously not look at this cife. They say I'm to fat, to skinny, or thin, But, I'm really not just look within. I'm a stupid spoiled brat who gets what I want, I think they are lieing it's probably just a taunt. I've never had a boyfriend and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because all I ever do is sit and cry. I don't know how to word it I just can't bring it out I just wish they would give me a chance to see what I'm all about. Well I think I have to go now the time is getting late. I must go slit my wrists before I loose my faite. So when I'm gone please dont cry. Just keep me in your heart and remeber why I'm not alive.