we are growing distant close was never close i am being shattered always so morose empty words are spoken empty words are heard nothing ever matters not even a picture of a bird could be seen by those eyes who do not seem to think if this ever drowns pour it down the sink so i never feel the pain that i've always felt the blood burns so hot oh how my heart does melt and all there is to do is cry for mercy please instead of in my heart kick me in the knees i'd rather feel the pain there for it soon goes away but a pain in the chest will forever stay lying wide awake at night my eyes they fail to sleep nothing stirs and nothing moves the blackness is so deep into the ground i always sink a coffin made of stone a quietness that's only heard by those who've turned to bone and ash will always sit inside a porceline jar the soul on the other hand continues to travel far away to another place that is where i'm going not knowing where to go exactly not knowing what i'm doing here on this planet i will rot and die but that is what we're meant to do not sit around and lie to ourselves because there's nothing more to do every little thing adds experience to the queue up in line and await your beautiful destiny here it is in my hand but i won't let you see deep inside you know what all your lives will be fortunately, you have lost all the will to see death is not a thing to fear look forward to its arrival life is all about the end not about survival remember everything i say and think not of it anymore if you hate the life you lead just open up the door...