Starsigh31 May 2004
You were meant to post the replies to me...and I learn from them...their is a connection and you could also learn something here...and if you can't admit that...that is ego holding you back with your understanding because you don't appear to like me and you will be so sure in yourself "he cant possibly have anything that I donât know, I am better than him" and if that is so then it is quite pathetic coming from a woman who claims to have been through all that stuff because it shows that you have ran away from your lessons. Either that or you lied to me about yourself.
Nobody is right, no body is wrong.
Youâre the fish and Iâm the worm? You are already the fish in a way because it was you that originally bitten... and if you do want to play that game I will be happy to oblige.
I didn't accuse you of being afraid I was aiming that at zodiac... the easiest way to have someone run right into this brainwashing trap is to accuse them of being afraid... I just wanted to give something that I found, that's all...and it is amazing... for the first time in my life I donât hate myself, for the first time in longer than I can be bothered to think back I am not suicidal and I never attempted it again since I found this.
You are not your past; you are the one who walked through it.
It is quite funny though that you gave me such a reaction... I never even tried to rattle you... I must have a natural talent for upsetting people lol.
Lol this illusionary soapbox is what you put me on to try and understand what has been going on here...and if you look, it is you that stands on the soapbox, nothing second hand here I am my own creator.
If words are cheap does that not also make your poetry cheap?
Hmmm, you say I am a shit poet and thatâs all you need to know...but you don't really know that do you, you seen nothing of my poetry but for what I have posted under this name, in fact under another name of mine I got one or two good comments from you.
As for being fooled into thinking you have some other identity...no I am not. I just see the possibility you are not who you say you are...and I donât really care either way.
Genuine? Does it really matter whom you are honest with as long as you can be honest with yourself?
Why not chat on yahoo messenger? You may be surprised, I am actually very nice underneath the insidious evil D.r Mindfuck act.
i might even make an attempt in the next couple of days to post another poem, and i know you'll want to read it, and will probably slag it off too lol.